:: The True STORY of STOLEN HEART ::

all that was a..erm… almost 10 years ago. 8 years actually. until last nite it happened again.. huhuhuhu.. it was a pretty night. the only thing that mattered now was that…

the telephone was ringing.. lagu raya lagi.. huhuhuu

"how are you…"

"never mind how i am, come in at once .. you’ll catch ur death." garang lah pulak aku malam tadi. erm.. sebenarnya mmg aku garang pon.. beware !

"rafeeza…. u’ll never change…"

"excuse me… stop fooling and…"

"fooling what??? … i love u for God’s sake" he added. cross my words…

"its sound funny.. and may be scary.. you disappear for 7 years..erm..8 years i think. then now.. u say that u love me for God SAKE??? " menaympah aku dgr ayat die. rasa geli isi perut aku.

" tapi abang come back in the middle of that 7 bullshit years… dont u remember ? " aku diam.. yup. mmg die ade dtg tapi masa aku ngn pakya.. dan yg aku dgr die dah nak kawin. or may be dah kawin pon.. so nothing to do with him. rasa sakit hati pulak…

" what have u done to me.. i wont have it for second time. ur love, take it back. its very…very.. long story… and past very-very long time ago.. u now i hate my past life very much.. much more than u love me… may be. u know it well right i’ll never turn back.."

"ok je

"i’ll be staying and waiting if its all right with u.."

" that’s what u always say… sorry, i cant and i absolutely reject u… i actulaly belong to sumone already. i hope i can live in peace for now on.."

"who?.. fairos..dak navy tu?" aik.. tahu plak.herm.. bagus lah. dah tahu lagi nak tanya.

" so.. what has he promise u? plans…what?" he asked winningly

"plans? … he did by his own ways… but i dont make plans at my age. i let God make them for me. He is better at them than i am.. isnt He??" dengar die mengeluh..mengeluh or mengejek aku.. whatever..

"what about that pak Ya u are always talking bout?" i kept in silent

"dont be daft.. that was years ago.. i have no intention to remember it anymore."

"za … its time u gave urself a threat"

"are u trying to get rid of me? " he was to remain the same perfect gentlemen who had appeared on his doorstep years ago. had sent me flowers and fruit..and chocolate without properly explaining why he did so. thats why i hate chocolates even my papa bucuk..luv it so much.

-not a soul on earth had i ever called my own except u Rafeeza-

erm.. ayat manis.. nothing! nonsense! tak de nya aku nak percaye.. for me.. Fairos is everything now. supporting him.. and need support from him too..

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